Living 40 Days at a time

After a very long writing sabbatical i think i am finally getting my life in order, this wonderful turning point in my life is coming by doing exactly what i am meant to do when it is meant to happen. Like waking up in the mornings to pray, getting through my to do list at work, and making a conscious decision everyday to be happy with myself, Matter-o-fact being a productive member of society isnt as challenging as us procrastinators may imagine but its those choices that i am teaching myself to make - in every instance - that gives me comfort in my progression and for that i am thankful. I started this particular Forty Days, Twenty Nine days ago and am learning more and more about myself each day. I have been given the grace to get through my days and even the mercy to look and commit to something beyond. i dress well everyday and try to make my words edified, justified and necessary - i am not on any type of path of self-discovery but instead i am here in this very moment, being ok in who i am and as a result realizing who i am I kinda like this person – Kibi welcome to me.