One week in

One week into work for 2016 and a week into my annual fast.

I started running again last week and its been good, I feel good.With a friend makes thing better, not easier because accountability you see.

I have quit eating meat (finally and have stopped making noise about it too) and switched from normal milk to soya milk. because my body has decided that is not how we roll anymore

I have learnt that lettuce makes me bloated, nuts make me bloated and that reheated pasta upsets the system. have since stayed away from everything except nuts but I'm working on it.

I have a better relationship with my mom since our fall out last year where i called her crazy and told her I would murder her grandchild - not the same grandchild that is also my son, no not that one.
I still haven't figured out how to approach said grandchild (the one i promised to kill) but I am counting on my miraculous ability to get over things. I wish her well, I just want her to achive these all important goals away from my personal space

I have gotten as far with studying as drawing up my study calendar (small gains) and have deadlines for this week already. Today after the run we book it out.

I really want a dinner table, and a night away from my husband and child to re-center my self before I lose my sense of humor.

I also want to be a step ahead of my lazy self who convinced me to blog instead of finishing my work...
Got me again! Let me finish my work.

Welcome to 2016

Today is my first day back at work and I promise I am all covered up in enough armor (Of God) to get me through with no qualms.

I was going to write and complain about my boss and how terrible she is at dealing with people but you know what, I wont, because I no longer want to give energy to that pain. It can longer be a focus for my work days or the bain of the time I spend here.
Not when the world is so big and broad and filled with possibility and darn-it there are people in this world who are just starting over and starting properly to live their best life.

So I decided that is exactly what I need to do. Something gave - It had to give.

I went for my first job of the week last night which wasn't bad. That Is what I am using to describe it. Not entirely positive but not negative. I am going it again today.

I must also say that I have 3 very specific goals for 2016
1. To start a new communications job in corporate
2. To finish my degree
3. To reach my goal weight

Thats it. No hopes no dreams for the greater man just 3 goals for myself that I want to work on actively everyday. The way I see it I will be to busy to worry about the 14 kg i gained last year or the current boss who has no people skill.

Life and myself must move on now. I am willing it to be so. I am working on it to be so.
I readying ,myself to I am prepared for it to be so.
My blessing will find me ready.

Looked like I was going to end the post there huh, nope! I am grateful for life. Weird the older I get the more grateful I become for life and health. When I was younger those where the least of my prayers because people didnt die then, But with each passing year I am Aware of this blessing and may it not be wasted on me.