Today is my first day back at work and I promise I am all covered up in enough armor (Of God) to get me through with no qualms.
I was going to write and complain about my boss and how terrible she is at dealing with people but you know what, I wont, because I no longer want to give energy to that pain. It can longer be a focus for my work days or the bain of the time I spend here.
Not when the world is so big and broad and filled with possibility and darn-it there are people in this world who are just starting over and starting properly to live their best life.
So I decided that is exactly what I need to do. Something gave - It had to give.
I went for my first job of the week last night which wasn't bad. That Is what I am using to describe it. Not entirely positive but not negative. I am going it again today.
I must also say that I have 3 very specific goals for 2016
1. To start a new communications job in corporate
2. To finish my degree
3. To reach my goal weight
Thats it. No hopes no dreams for the greater man just 3 goals for myself that I want to work on actively everyday. The way I see it I will be to busy to worry about the 14 kg i gained last year or the current boss who has no people skill.
Life and myself must move on now. I am willing it to be so. I am working on it to be so.
I readying ,myself to I am prepared for it to be so.
My blessing will find me ready.
Looked like I was going to end the post there huh, nope! I am grateful for life. Weird the older I get the more grateful I become for life and health. When I was younger those where the least of my prayers because people didnt die then, But with each passing year I am Aware of this blessing and may it not be wasted on me.
I was going to write and complain about my boss and how terrible she is at dealing with people but you know what, I wont, because I no longer want to give energy to that pain. It can longer be a focus for my work days or the bain of the time I spend here.
Not when the world is so big and broad and filled with possibility and darn-it there are people in this world who are just starting over and starting properly to live their best life.
So I decided that is exactly what I need to do. Something gave - It had to give.
I went for my first job of the week last night which wasn't bad. That Is what I am using to describe it. Not entirely positive but not negative. I am going it again today.
I must also say that I have 3 very specific goals for 2016
1. To start a new communications job in corporate
2. To finish my degree
3. To reach my goal weight
Thats it. No hopes no dreams for the greater man just 3 goals for myself that I want to work on actively everyday. The way I see it I will be to busy to worry about the 14 kg i gained last year or the current boss who has no people skill.
Life and myself must move on now. I am willing it to be so. I am working on it to be so.
I readying ,myself to I am prepared for it to be so.
My blessing will find me ready.
Looked like I was going to end the post there huh, nope! I am grateful for life. Weird the older I get the more grateful I become for life and health. When I was younger those where the least of my prayers because people didnt die then, But with each passing year I am Aware of this blessing and may it not be wasted on me.
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