A Girl Named Mokibelo

Today i came to a turning point, not the kind where you sit on your own and make some grave decision to change your life but one of those forced turning points where you realise that you cant bare to go forward anymore and there is nothing to turn back to so you kinda turn right.

Anele said something one day in her interview - you will never loose anything by just asking and heck look where she is today. I try not to think back to anything because i feel as human beings we progress so by default of involuntary learning we grow. So as i was saying i think back to the way that i was in 2004, coming out of matric absolutely excited about life with nothing to lose and the chances i was willing to take, i had a plan, a vague plan with not much detail but i plan non the less. Needless to say that life got in the way then love came and well 7 years later here i am. Absolutly filled with love from a wonderful husband but frustrated in every other part of my life.

One must never loose sight of the bigger picture which in my case is remembering that even though where i am sitting is dark, i just happen to be standing on the piece of the puzzle wich is the pupil of an eye, but its a beautiful eye and its looking into the future and well my future is bright.

I haven’t quite figured myself out; I feel like I’m an independent person looking into the life of a girl named Mokibelo; trying to figure out her next move, trying to help her not make the same mistake trying to help her realise that she has so much potential trying to keep her alive long enough to get through this next part of my life. The devil does not attack you because of who you are, but because of your destiny (who he knows you can become) but it’s all made of choices, like every turn in life is a choice and and its time I stopped asking for Grace to get through my days, but instead believing the time for the good work that God has begun in me to be completed is now.

Here goes